I GOT A LOT TO THINK ABOUT . . . . . . . . . . . .

ITS ABOUT THE GALAXY (A FUCKING SHIT BY THE WAY).. YESTERDAY HE WAS A KIND OF "HELL!!!.. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE??... YOU JUST DONT GET MY THING, AND... I KNOW YOU WANT ME, BUT YOU ALSO KNOW WE ARE JUST FRIENDS, SO... PLEASE... I WANT YOU TREAT ME LIKE A FUCKING GOOD FRIEND.. BECAUSE.. I DONT LIKE YOU JUST MAKE FUN ABOUT ME. ABOUT WHAT I SAY.. SO... IF YOU ARE A FRIEND YOU MUST TO TAKE CARE ABOUT WHAT I SAY.. WHATEVER.. GIRLS.. FUN.. I WANT YOU DO YOUR THINGS IN AN EASY WAY.. RELAX.."

AND A LOT OF ANOTHER THINGS TOO.. BUT I RESPONDED: "OK.. OK.. OK.. (THERE WAS MUCH NOISE MUSIC STUFF).. I SIMPLY DONT LIKE YOUR FUCKING SHIT.. WHAT YOU SAY.. WHAT YOU ALWAYS ARE TELLING ME.. LIKE A GIRL.. LIKE A FUCKING SHIT.. ETC..., I DONT LIKE YOUR "DESMADRE", BUT IF YOU WANT I SAY SOMETHING NICE TO YOU.. I MEAN.. IF YOU REALLY WANT.. I CAN TELL YOU NICE THINGS ABOUT EVERY-EVERY-EVERY FUCKING SHIT YOU SAY TO ME SINCE THIS RIGHT MOMENT.. JUST GIVING YOU "EL AVION".. IF YOU WANT.. I SAID!"

HE TOLD ME "I DONT KNOW WHY ARE YOU HERE, IF YOU DONT LIKE MY FUCKING "DESMADRE".. WHY THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE??.. EVEN.. FRIENDS, THE WORD INDEED MEANS NOT TO GIVE "EL AVION".. WANNA SAY TO BE COOL WITH THE OTHER ONE, BUT YOU JUST DONT DO IT, AND ALSO YOU ALWAYS LAUGH AT ME.. NOT WITH ME.. AND I DONT LIKE IT. J HAS TOLD ME.. WTF WITH HER.. SHE LAUGH AT US.. NOT WITH US.."

AND I "IM HERE BECAUSE I LIKE THE  "DESMADRE" NOT FOR ANOTHER THING, I LIKE.. I REALLY LIKE, BUT I CANT FOLLOW YOUR SHIT BECAUSE I DONT LIKE, AND I'VE NEVER LAUGHT AT YOURS, J KNOWS ME, SIMPLY ITS FUNNY TO HEAR YOU. THATS WHY I LAUGH.. ITS FUNNY TO ME. BUT OK.. I CAN MAKE AN EFFORD AND I'LL TRY TO BE "COOL" WITH YOU WHEN YOU COME AND SAY TO ME "SHIT...BLA...BLA.." (NOT WITH THAT WORD.. BUT ITS THE SAME TO ME).."

AND SUDDENLY J CAME AND OUR "BIG CHAT" FINISHED.. BUT WHEN HE WAS "YELLING" AT ME (NOT REALLY).. I WAS FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK AND MOREEEEEEEEEEE FUCK... BUT SURE.. INSIDE ME. I DRANK MY BEER, I SWALLOW A BIG DOSE.. A GOOD DOSE OF MY BEER.. AND FORTUNATELY THERE STARTED THE STRIPPERS SHOW.. JAJAJA... AND FOR REAL THAT I HAD NEVER ENJOYED THAT SHIT BEFORE.. UNTIL YESTERDAY.. I REALLY SAW AND I LIKED.. I LIKEEEEEE... JEJEJEJE... IT WAS "UN AIR DE LIBERTÉ"-- OF COURSE I ENJOYED!!!!!!!!!!!.. L I K E     N E V E R    B E F O R E!!!!!!!!!.

I DRANK ANOTHER BEER AND IT WAS TIME OF SAY GOODBYE TO THE NIGHTCLUB.. WE 5 CHAT TOGETHER OUTSIDE AND TOKE A TAXI CAB.. AND.... DESAFORTUNATELY I SAT "ON" (IN FACT ON!!!) THIS FUCKING METAL HEART.. IT WAS EMBARRASING BECAUSE I WORE MY "FXA".. JAJAJA (FUCK!).. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT??... I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT HIM ANYMORE!!!... WITH HIS LITTLE PRECIOUS WORDS OF YESTERDAY I REST IN THE MOST AMBIVALENT STATE OF MY MIND, AND ON MY THOUGHTS ABOUT HIM.. I DONT KNOW.. IT JUST SIMPLY TAKE MY MIND AWAY AND BEING SINCERE.. YESTERDAY I WANTED CRY.. BUT NOW I FEEL NEW AND RELOADED!.. JAJAJA.. SERIOUSLY.. AS I SAID BEFORE... IT WAS "UN AIR DE LIBERTÉ"... BUT NOT JUST AN AIR.. A WHOLE THING.. YEAHH!!.. IM GONNA DO WHAT HE SAID.. RELAX.. JUST FORGET THAT PIECE OF SHIT AND GET FUN ON MY OWN... IF HES WITH ME.. IF WHATEVER..  JUST FIND THE FUCKING FUN WHEREVER IT BE.. YOU KNOW.. FORGET COMPLETELY AND FOR GOOD THAT HE LIKES ME.. THAT I WANT HIM.. (IN FACT IM THINKING ABOUT TO GIVE HIM A FUCKING SLAP AND GET HIM OUT OF MY LIFE AS A LOVE INTEREST) YOU KNOW... S E N D     H I M    "MUY A LA CHINGADA".. RIGHT?..

AND NOT FOR BAD.. FOR GOOD.. THINK MORE ABOUT ME.. AND MORE ABOUT MY LIFE.. MY FUN.. MY TIME.. ME "PUES". I THINK SO.

ESTUVO BUENO Q ME DIJERA ESO.. Q BUENO.. ME ALEGRO POR TODOS.. JAJAJA.. POR MI ESPECIALMENTE.. S LO MEJOR Q PUDO HABER PASADO AYER.. ES DECIR.. CREO Q FUE UNA EXCELENTE NOCHE.. CONTANDO TAMBIEN LO D LA FXA.. JAJAJAJAJA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... M E M O R A B L E (LO DE LA FXA)... SEE YA PUES!.